A Daughter's Letter

Hi, today is your birthday, and I am not there to celebrate it with you. Last night I was thinking of the things that we shared for the past years of my life. When I was a little kid, I used to cry if you don’t bring me with your parties. I liked being with you every time you went home from your work. I have always felt that I am a princess whenever you around because my brothers will not tease me or bully me. I have been always a mama’s little angel. Now I am wondering, what I have done for my life to be miserable. I have been missing my life with you. What happened to me? Why am I in so much misery? I know I have disappointed you for the past 12 months and I have not been the same daughter that you hope you would have been. I have brought you so much disappointments and anger. Now, I am here, looking for someone to talk to but I cannot go there beside you, because I am afraid that you will not accept me anymore. I am afraid that I will not be able to face you with the broken promises, shattered reputation and disappointing daughter. I love you so much Mom, and I am very proud that you are my mom. I will come home soon and hopefully when that time comes, I will be able to tell you that I was able to come back up from the mud that I swam… I love you and I miss you so much Mom… Once again happy birthday…

Your dear daughter