Almost there but apparently not

I hate being stuck in the middle... I always hate it when someone is mad at him and then he will be mad at me as well.... At that time that they were fighting, the relationship almost ended but the guy had not given up, he did not fought and then the fight subsided... The girl actually threatened the guy for a break up and she also had lots of swearing and cursing that happened.. But eventually, the fight subsided and ended... But what I don't like that happened was that when they were fighting, he cannot scream nor get mad... The only thing he did was he looked for something for him to be upset to me... I mean like come on, don't give me that crap just because you and that girl are fighting... I am not part of that frigging fight so don't include me.... but he can't be stopped, he kept on shouting at me as to when I can finish the lesson plan, or if I could do it... At that time, I wanted to cry and go back to my mom... I wanted to go back to our house... I don't want to be a burden to him anymore... I wanted him to go back as to what he is before we met... I wanted to eat and be alive again... But without work, how can i go home? How can I say to my mom that I left and went back to be a better woman... How I wish the job is already there so that I can let go of him already... I don't like what is happening anymore...