our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.. it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.. your playing small does not serve the world there is nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.. we were all meant to shine as children do.. its not just in some of us its in everyone.. and as we let our own light shine we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.. as we are liberated from our own fear.. our presence automatically liberates others..
- coach carter

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Short Notice

Yesterday was kinda heart thumping day... I have to face him and make him smile... but unfortunately, he is not.. They were chatting and then I saw that she wants to go home already and wish she has a baby... He told her that if the work came out to be good, then she can go home by December... I wanted to scream... Maybe he doesn't want to see me aymore, he doesn't want to be with me anymore... There are lots of changes... He doesn't kiss me anymore when he goes off to work.. He doesn't see me anymore like what it used to be... I need to accept the fact that the days are near and we won't be together anymore... ***sigh*** I wish that when the time comes, I will be ready....

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