our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.. it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.. your playing small does not serve the world there is nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.. we were all meant to shine as children do.. its not just in some of us its in everyone.. and as we let our own light shine we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.. as we are liberated from our own fear.. our presence automatically liberates others..
- coach carter

Thursday, November 11, 2010

the one where we recall our blessings

Sometimes the world will throw all the trials to you when you are at your depressed times... But whatever the case, you have to face the fact that the trials need to be accepted and go through with them... That was the time that I realized that for 2 years, I have been friends with an amazing guy and he never fails to cheer me up when I am down, encourage me to take risks and dreaming is the only thing that can make you feel fulfilled.. Yesterday, we were talking about how we would be going through the challenge that will come on our way... He shares it with his wife and I was there happy for him... Though I have to admit, there was a little jealousy i felt when he was talking to her but what the heck, I know that there will come a time that I will be able to find my better half and will be able to share my moment with him... Recalling on the things that happened and how we surpass all those trials have made me think that I have become stronger... I know that life can fuck on you but you have to appreciate the nice feeling in it... (Sounds weird but it's true) I may have been a bitch for the longest period of time but I have been a better bitch now... I know that life will be able to appreciate the bitch in me... I know I can....



Looking back on the 24 months of being a friend to this guy has made him love his wife more, appreciate her more and respect her more... He has been the guy that when he is pissed off, he will fight but now, he tends to understand the things and make the most out of it to be sweet again to his wife... I know I have had that part of him awaken and he knows that I will always be there for him, no matter what situation we have...



I am very thankful that he has been a huge part in my life as well... And as we recalled the things we have done and influenced each other, no one can remove that nice smile that we have on our faces...

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